I want to hug Russia and tell him that not everyone thinks he's creepy. I don't think he's creepy at all, I believe he's a misunderstood person that needs love and a break from remembering his past. I have a hard time thinking people care about me, for everyone back then hated me and wanted me dead. They ruin everything that I loved, and even if I did something right, they treat me like I just murdered someone. Everyone knows your pain, Russia. You can let the tears flow and tell us that you're not alright, because we can help you. You don't have to take any path or road anymore if you tell everyone how you feel. Trust me Russia, we all have to tell someone how we feel. I always make my past sound fake, when it's not. I tell my past to everyone with a small frown, then a big smile, so they think it was fake, when it's as real as the 9/11 attack. Now, let these tears flow big guy, and tell everyone how you feel, who knows, maybe someone can help you find something you need.
Ivan, don't cry. You're not creepy. I may not be able to fully understand your pain, but I can at least understand it a little bit. The kids at school think I'm emotionless. But I hide my feelings because all I feel is sadness. Sometimes, when I'm with my 'friends' (they completely ignore my existence, yet notice me when I'm giving out birthday invitations, candy, money, etc. I only have 3 real friends.), I put on a smile. All I want is for someone to see past my walls. I can't take them down. I'm too scared that people will laugh. I miss being able to truly smile, and not have that sense of fear and caution in every conversation. I'm lonely, so I gave the voices in my head personalities. Even they make fun of me. Don't even get me started on my family. I have problems with anxiety (you don't say), and they shove me into an endless circle of pain, and then blame it on me. Ivan, you are not alone, and never will be. *hugs*
Ivan here's some advice: smile even though your heart is aching,smile even though it's breaking.when there are clouds in the sky you'll get by, if you smile through your pain and sorrow,smile and maybe tomorrow... you'll see the sun come through for you! light up your face with gladness. hide every trace of sadness.athough a tear may be ever so near...that's the time you must keep on trying.SMILE! what's the use of crying? you'll find that life still worthwhile if you just SMILE